Dreams change as life changes so I found out. I had a dream last night that I want to share and I would like anyone who thinks they can figure it out to comment on it, with your thoughts of what it means. Just click the word at the end of this post that says comment with either a number next to it or not. That will allow you to comment.
Anyway, so here was my dream…
I was with someone. Didn’t recognize the face but it was a male. Anyway, I was sleeping and there was this other person - think it was a guy, near me, (not next to this guy - he was about 6 feet away from me and at a different angle from my body). I was sleeping on the floor. Suddenly a man comes in wearing all black, including a black ski mask. He pulls out a gun and shoots my friend one shot. I don’t move. He points the gun at me and shoots once in my head. I had a sensation of feeling cold suddenly, but I knew I was not dead. I kept my eyes closed and so he would think I was dead. I heard him starting to leave and I opened my left eye to look. I think I recognized him as someone who I knew but that changed and I wasn’t sure. I saw him turning as if to walk away but he really just taking a few steps back. I felt something running down my forehead but it was cold, not hot. He turned, pointed the gun at my head and unloaded about 5 more shots. At the end of the last bang, it all went dark. Nothing. Black. I suddenly woke up.
So what could this mean?
I can tell you the dream didn’t scare me. I woke up void of any emotion at all and when I mean no emotion, I mean normally there is something… tired, sad, pissed, happy… something.. but this time it was more like I just saw my death. It didn’t bother me but rather it was like preparing me for events to come. Exact events like being shot in the head and dying from someone in my past.
Things are again starting to spin out of control in my life. On the way to work today I decided to quit my job because I just don’t want to deal with anymore crap. Haven’t done it yet but just waiting for the right time. I’m not depressed, just don’t like the pressure of being accountable for what is not in my control. Yesterday, I wasn’t hungry, didn’t eat much which is very much NOT like me. I didn’t go to a meeting. I cancelled my appointment with my counselor.
Don’t know what’s up with me but something is brewing in my head. I don’t think it has anything to do with Father’s Day coming up and how much I hate that day. I am starting to feel alone again.
Anyway, please… any feedback on this dream would be appreciated. I know my mind is not normal so I am looking for you guys who have a better mind to give me your thoughts. Thanks
